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This is Christopher, leave a message. [He clears his throat and quietly to the side whispers 'how was that Peggy? Yeah...yeah some more oomph. I thought so too']

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From:

astraymoon

Sometimes you should. So you learn not to be a doormat.

[He moves to catch Christopher's hand, so he can stim using his fingers too. Not stopping. It's not hand holding.]

And...huh.

[This is a crush. This is absolutely a crush. At least there's no Germaryah Chaos in there? It still makes him smile though- not in a teasing way, but soft. It's cute that someone could have a crush on someone like him.]

You can ask me to hang out sometimes. If you want. For naming. And robots.

From:

methodofmadness

I'm not a doormat! [well, maybe sometimes he can be, but not so often any more. He definitely did get bullied a lot when he was younger though.

He blinks as Ger pulls his hand back, looking at them before he very slowly starts the routine over with the other boy's hand, gently squeezing the tips of his fingers between his own thumb and pointer finger. It might be a little weird, but this is what you wanted, right Germaryah?

It distracts him from getting too caught up in technically holding hands.]

Well, sometimes I can't sleep, and I think instead. Or I sleep and I think at the same time, and I wake up somewhere else.

But this was the first pass, um... are there any that stand out to you? [He sucks in a steadying breath before leaning in, pointing at one name in particular that had a couple glittery yellow gel pen stars around it with his free hand.]

I liked Cooper. Or Coop.

From:

astraymoon

Uh huh. I hope not.

[He has doubts. Many doubts!

But he still gives an encouraging nod. Yup, squeeze his fingers. It's not holding hands or being cute or anything! ]

Guess it's a good thing I'm camping around, because maybe you'd sleep walk up to my door.

[He offers a little finger wiggle. To see if it helps.]

These are all like...wolf related names, right?

...do you like Coop because it starts with a C?

From:

methodofmadness

[that gives him the confidence to pull his hand in closer to his body, holding it in his lap and fidgeting with it. His smile is settling into something less nervous as he looks over the list instead of looking at Germaryah's cute smile.

He thinks maybe doing this will make it harder to discover that he is maybe having some feelings, and he is so good at hiding it. No one would suspect at all.

He does pause in his finger squishing though as his 'secret theme' is revealed, eyes wide.]

No! No...only- [there is a moments pause as he does some bullet quick math.]

89.6 percent of them. [That isnt all! He's not lying!]

Coop is also fun to say, but the C helps.

From:

astraymoon

[Ger absolutely knows there's feelings. What he doesn't realize is possible feelings on his side as his smile softens, letting Chris play with his hand, enjoying the sensation of finger squishing.]

You're very cute when you're all flustered.

[He promised not to laugh, so he isn't! But he does need to flirt. Gently.]

Cuz that's most of the list. But...Cooper is nice.

From:

methodofmadness

Im not- No. I'm being chill? Yes.

Very chill.

[He reassures him while gripping his hand as if it were his own to keep himself from flustering more. Perfect strategy.

He does brighten up just a little when Ger says he likes the name, though.]

Nice enough to try on?

From:

astraymoon

Christopher Chaos?

You have no chill.

[He says it with affection though, and moves to kiss his hair.]

I'll try it on.

From:

methodofmadness

[Oh.

Maybe having zero chill is a good thing? Except when Jordi says it and it sounds like a bad thing. Confusing.

His head ducks a little so he can hide the big, doofy smile, though.]

Thanks, Cooper.

From:

astraymoon

Of course, Christopher.

[He gently bumps his face against Chris's hair, smiling. Having chill is a good thing but well...when you know your boy is never chill? It's fine. He also has no chill.

That's why they're here.]

From:

methodofmadness

[Having feelings sometimes is very nice, and its a shame that he has to let them go at some point.

But since he hasn't figured out how yet he might as well suffer through it a little longer.

He scoots just a little closer and finally turns the page back to his horse robot notes.]

I think if I spent a couple days in the cybernetics lab maybe I could finish a prototype... maybe longer though, they dont like to stay open as long as I would like them too, and I got my pockets checked before I left yesterday, so unless I build a portable shrink ray, I dont think I'm getting a welder out of that room.

From:

astraymoon

[Sometimes it's nice to just have soft fuzzy feelings. He doesn't want to think of how it'll go, how they could be in the future.

He doesn't pay attention to how they get close enough so that they were side by side, brushing against each other.]

I mean, I don't think you should take the welder out of there. Someone will get all freaked out, think you're gonna try to break something. We don't want that for you.

[He lightly wiggles his fingers, and points to parts of the robot horse.]

Think they'd let me in so I could help make parts of it?

From:

methodofmadness

I dont break things. [He keeps telling people this and they never believe him!

Also he's still got Ger's hand in his, and its warm. He traces the little lines on his palm with his finger tips while he thinks.]

I don't see why they wouldn't...they let me in?

From:

astraymoon

We all break things, chere. Part of human nature.

[He feels himself shiver, and he closes his eyes briefly.The finger tracery...he didn't realize it would feel nice.

Maybe it's because he doesn't hurt so much anymore.]

Well...okay. I'll have to work with the notes here, maybe make some of my own...see how things connect, and explain why I'm here. And that I'm not trying to screw with your stuff.

From:

methodofmadness

But I'm not human.

[It's against his brtter judgement that he doesn't add 'im a monster' to that statement, but he's trying to be nice to his friend.

Except his friend is being weird again.]

Why would you do all that if you could just show up with me?

From:

astraymoon

[He takes in a deep sharp breath, but he nods. He doesn't say the word. So they don't get into it.]

Well, if you're cool with that then...yeah. We can work on it. Together.

From:

methodofmadness

Why wouldn't I be?

We said we were gonna, and I've...never really built anything with someone else before? I hope I'm nice to work with...

[Peggy thinks so but shes a bird.]

From:

astraymoon

I just didn't know if you wanted me to come in and tag out with you or not...but...yeah.

[Gently, he made to brush his nose over Chris's hair.]

We'll do it together. Starting tomorrow? Today, I can get used to being...Cooper with you.

From:

methodofmadness

[He looks up at him, hair a wild mess as usual.]

Well, you're just trying it on. It's okay if it doesnt fit.

But I do like that you're trying it, Cooper.

From:

astraymoon

Me too.

I like it better then a lot of other things I've been called.

[It's new. It doesn't feel like his name, but it feels better then what he had.]

You wanna...keep going over the notes, maybe watch something together?

[It's not a date. Just a very chill hangout.]

From:

methodofmadness

[Christopher's smile is bright as a sunbeam when Ger says he likes it. That was the goal, anyways. Even if it doesn't fit, he still likes it better than what he had.]

I'm not really good at watching movies, I get distracted, but I'll sit with you if you want to watch something?

From:

astraymoon

[He's so cute when he looks so happy like that. It helps Ger not feel so...alone. ]

Yeah, that's fine. Why don't you bring a book to read, and I'll watch something?

You can lean against me if you want.

From:

methodofmadness

[Christopher's capable of finding joy in the simple things even when everything about him is so complicated. It helps that he really wants friends, and Germaryah is filling that role so well.

He pulls his notebook back to himself, planning on writing in it more instead of reading.]

Right here? Or did you want to go somewhere else?

From:

astraymoon

[Maybe they can be friends. Maybe. It would be nice. It just is the monster thing is, well, a little in the way of it.]

Sure, unless you got a TV in your room.