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Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-07 03:48 am (UTC)Regardless, I don't intend on graduating. I suppose It might happen anyways, but I don't like change, I like how I am, and I only just learned what at least some of that means recently. So I think maybe they'll just have to be disappointed.
Pain is worth the knowledge, and death isn't the end. It's paradise.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-07 04:20 am (UTC)Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 01:29 pm (UTC)If you thought the Barge was a paradise then you wouldn't be trying to destroy her.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 01:44 pm (UTC)Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 01:50 pm (UTC)well we could be suspended outside of time in a pocket dimension sustained by magic or Aether, but I distinctly remember being beaten to death by Bloody Jack, so.
I think maybe I am dead? What do you think comes after?
My mom is religious but she never made me go to church so I don't spend much time thinking about it. All I know is that people who remember you fall apart.
[which...hmm. That part makes him sad.]
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 01:55 pm (UTC)If this were really the afterlife, I'd see my family here. I think we were seized at the moment of death, or maybe just a second or two before, and dragged here.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 09:28 pm (UTC)[And unfortunately he has to believe him since he has nothing else go go off.]
Maybe if this were the actual afterlife I would learn who my parents are...interesting concept. Do they only wait for you if they loved you?
Though I suppose they would have to be dead too...
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 10:07 pm (UTC)That’s…weird. Never heard that theory before. But maybe. Ask the Necromancer, he might actually answer that one. Don’t ask John, he has a shitty habit of believing all universes are the same.
Sorry about your parents. Mine are…well. We believe in an afterlife where all our family is. There’s no waiting, it’s just…it’s there. Some of us have caught glimpses of it.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 10:23 pm (UTC)[Christopher tilts his head at the mention of John, the man he'd been following around much like a baby bird.]
I think maybe they could be and aren't at the same time. But I trust John. He hasn't lied to me, but I suppose he could be wrong... [He's also kind of the god of what Christopher is, so thats a little weird, but ah well. Sometimes he thinks he's a bad friend because he doesnt defend the ones he has, but does it really matter? Hard to say when he isn't quite sure of anything.]
I don't think there is anything to be sorry for. They might not even be dead. Adam wouldn't tell me. My mom wanted me, and I think thats supposed to be enough? It isn't, but I still love her.
Family is what you make it anyways...but Its good you have yours. Have you seen a glimpse of it? Or maybe if you tricked your mind into thinking it was moments from death you could...
That would be a fun experiment.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-08 11:09 pm (UTC)Clement Varker? Didn’t know he was married.
John isn’t a liar. He’s just…he works on a scale that’s different from mortals.
Yeah, I did. Briefly. It wasn’t before the ship, and I wasn’t actively dying. That’s how I know it was real.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-09 01:58 am (UTC)No, Clement the witch boy. I don't know who that other guy is. His mural is the only thing left untouched in the monster underground after it was destroyed.
But I guess that makes sense... A lot of things I see and know aren't really meant to be known... I just know it and it doesn't drive me mad. I think John is made of that stuff? Or he created it. Maybe. I should ask him...
[Chris has to wonder how much that is magic, or something else. Is the afterlife created by individuals or gods? Hard to say.]
I wonder if werewolves believe in the afterlife... I hope so, and if they do I hope it's nice there.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-11 07:28 pm (UTC)Oh. Right. Must be a more common name in the future. And yeah. Sounds like John.
Depends on the werewolf, to be honest. Not every human believes in an afterlife, either.
Re: Cw: self-harm
Date: 2026-04-11 07:48 pm (UTC)Can I make copies?